Anonymous asked: you and your ex,in a room alone. would u fuck him? lol random question

most recent ex? 

we wouldnt be in a room alone cause he’s an asshole.

Anonymous asked: why dont you wanna say who that is for? having problems?

it was for my ex bf from a while ago, but he’s put me through hell and i need to try to move on now. 

Anonymous asked: were those last text posts about your ex? @swa-vey,if they are then you must really miss him :c i feel you girl

i’d rather not say cause i dont want to start things up….but just know i miss someone and love them and hope that it all works itself out in the end….

im having thoughts 

thoughts that are scary

like what it would be like to take the whole bottle of tylenol 

or what it would be like to keep driving straight until the road was gone and what it would feel like as my car hit the wall

anything to stop the pain

anything stop the thoughts 

anything to make it all go away

I get jealous easily

I’m insecure

I over react alot

i miss you 

i want to be with you 24/7 

im needy 

im dramatic

but i love you.

ive been without you before, and ive been just fine.

but i dont want to be just fine.

i want to be with you.

youre the one i want to spend the rest of my life with.

i want you to be the father of my children. 

i want all of you, everyday, for the rest of forever. 

i just love you, really really love you.